Today I am not doing anything at all.
I slept in late and stayed in bed even when I was somewhat awake, drifting in and out. Smiled when I got the "Good morning babe. Heres to your day being perfectly relaxing." text I got. And then finally rolling out of bed around noon, when I decided I really wanted a peanut butter sandwich.
It's been pretty much perfect.
I have been working so much lately, there was literally not a day I didn't have a bunch of work or commitments on my plate for almost three weeks. Not a single day off among them.
I have been tired, stressed, and on the verge of drastic behaviour for awhile.
So I quit my job at the daycare, Wednesday was my last day. I was sad to leave, but very relieved at the same time. It was the right thing to do. Just one job for me now.
I've been wanting a day to just do as I please. Nothing required of me, allowing myself to procrastinate for just one day. To not even think about all the little things that need to get done that I haven't had a chance to do because of all the big things I was having to do.
Tomorrow I'll get lots of little stuff done. And tomorrow I'll tell you all about the other stuff going on (relationships, London, introspection, etc.).
Today, I am recharging. I am staying away from anything that might drain my energy or frustrate me. I'm listening to myself and following my own whims (even though I'm not very whimsical today, laid-back more than anything). That's it.
See you tomorrow...